Your Voice /cmcinow/ en J-School throwback /cmcinow/j-school-throwback <span>J-School throwback</span> <span><span>Anonymous (not verified)</span></span> <span><time datetime="2023-03-22T13:52:51-06:00" title="Wednesday, March 22, 2023 - 13:52">Wed, 03/22/2023 - 13:52</time> </span> <div> <div class="imageMediaStyle focal_image_wide"> <img loading="lazy" src="/cmcinow/sites/default/files/styles/focal_image_wide/public/article-thumbnail/cover_journalism_classroom_date_unknown_norlin_rad_edit_grayscale.jpeg?h=32fc8f73&amp;itok=fjfRHst5" width="1200" height="800" alt="Celebrating a Century of Journalism at CU șù«ÍȚÊÓÆ”"> </div> </div> <div role="contentinfo" class="container ucb-article-categories" itemprop="about"> <span class="visually-hidden">Categories:</span> <div class="ucb-article-category-icon" aria-hidden="true"> <i class="fa-solid fa-folder-open"></i> </div> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/12"> Your Voice </a> </div> <div class="ucb-article-content ucb-striped-content"> <div class="container"> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--article-content paragraph--view-mode--default 3"> <div class="ucb-article-text" itemprop="articleBody"> <div><div><div><div><div><div><div><p class="small-text"><span><strong>By Shannon Mullane (MJour’19)</strong></span></p><p class="lead"><span>In celebration of 100 years of journalism education, CMCI and the Department of Journalism invited alumni to share memories of their own experiences at CU șù«ÍȚÊÓÆ”.</span></p><p><span>The result: slices of life as student journalists across decades—inside jokes and reporting adventures included.</span></p><p><span>On April 21, 1922, the University of Colorado Board of Regents voted to form the Department of Journalism and created the university’s first four-year journalism degree program. A century later (to the day), the college and the journalism department </span><a href="/cmci/journalism/100years" rel="nofollow">launched a yearlong celebration </a>featuring campus events, alumni stories, social media campaigns, multimedia projects and magazine features in CMCI Now.</p><p><span>“These stories just clearly highlight the amazing work, now in the past, from our students, faculty and staff,” said Pat Ferrucci, interim chair of the journalism department. “To hear stories from some of our past students about what the program meant to them—it just makes this celebration even more meaningful.”</span></p><p><span>It’s our pleasure to share a selection of these alumni stories in this edition of </span><em>CMCI Now</em>. Read on to hear from <strong>Timothy Coy</strong> (Advert’80), <strong>Jenny Herring</strong> (Jour’82) and <strong>Danielle Kreutter</strong> (Jour’11).</p></div></div></div></div></div></div></div> </div> </div> </div> </div> <div class="ucb-article-content ucb-striped-content"> <div class="container"> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--article-content paragraph--view-mode--default"> <div class="ucb-article-text" itemprop="articleBody"> <div><div class="row ucb-column-container"><div class="col ucb-column"><div><div><div><p class="text-align-center"><strong>Danielle Kreutter (Jour’11)</strong></p></div></div></div></div><div class="col ucb-column"><p class="text-align-center"><strong>Jenny Herring (Jour’82)</strong></p></div><div class="col ucb-column"><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><p class="text-align-center"><strong>Timothy Coy (Advert’80)</strong></p></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div> </div> </div> </div> </div> <div>What is it like to study journalism at CU șù«ÍȚÊÓÆ”? In celebration of the 100th anniversary of journalism education at CU, alumni offer glimpses into student life throughout the decades—inside jokes and reporting adventures included.</div> <h2> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--ucb-related-articles-block paragraph--view-mode--default"> <div>Off</div> </div> </h2> <div>Zebra Striped</div> <div>7</div> <div>On</div> <div>White</div> Wed, 22 Mar 2023 19:52:51 +0000 Anonymous 988 at /cmcinow Going Digital with Dignity /cmcinow/2020/07/27/going-digital-dignity <span>Going Digital with Dignity </span> <span><span>Anonymous (not verified)</span></span> <span><time datetime="2020-07-27T17:10:39-06:00" title="Monday, July 27, 2020 - 17:10">Mon, 07/27/2020 - 17:10</time> </span> <div> <div class="imageMediaStyle focal_image_wide"> <img loading="lazy" src="/cmcinow/sites/default/files/styles/focal_image_wide/public/article-thumbnail/shamika16.jpg?h=b07a8e1f&amp;itok=Gb1vG9k3" width="1200" height="800" alt="Shamika Klassen"> </div> </div> <div role="contentinfo" class="container ucb-article-categories" itemprop="about"> <span class="visually-hidden">Categories:</span> <div class="ucb-article-category-icon" aria-hidden="true"> <i class="fa-solid fa-folder-open"></i> </div> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/12"> Your Voice </a> </div> <div role="contentinfo" class="container ucb-article-tags" itemprop="keywords"> <span class="visually-hidden">Tags:</span> <div class="ucb-article-tag-icon" aria-hidden="true"> <i class="fa-solid fa-tags"></i> </div> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/26" hreflang="en">Graduate Students</a> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/44" hreflang="en">Information Science</a> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/28" hreflang="en">Research</a> </div> <div class="ucb-article-content ucb-striped-content"> <div class="container"> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--article-content paragraph--view-mode--default 3"> <div class="ucb-article-row-subrow row"> <div class="ucb-article-text col-lg d-flex align-items-center" itemprop="articleBody"> <div><p dir="ltr">&nbsp;</p><p dir="ltr"><span>Renaissance woman, multipotentialite, polymath</span>—however you prefer to say it, Shamika Klassen is the type of person you’ll never find doing just one thing.</p><p dir="ltr"><span>A collector of insights and experiences, </span><span>Klassen's real specialty is bringing people and ideas together.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Growing up in San Antonio, she spent her middle and high school years attending math and engineering camps. Then, she headed to Stanford, where she majored in African and African-American Studies. After graduation, she completed a year of service with AmeriCorps, which led her to earn a master of divinity degree from Union Theological Seminary in New York City.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Today, </span><span>Klassen is earning her PhD in CMCI’s Department of Information Science, with a focus on technology, social justice and ethics. She is also interested</span> in techno-spiritual practices, and hopes to work with the <a href="http://colorado.edu/cmrc" rel="nofollow">Center for Media, Religion and Culture</a> to collaborate on technology and spirituality projects. &nbsp;&nbsp;</p><p dir="ltr"><span>“People are out there on VR getting baptized and using drones to deliver the Eucharist down the aisle of their church,” she says. “Genevive Bell’s article, ‘No More SMS for Jesus,’ in 2006 was a wonderful snapshot of what folks were doing with techno-spirituality but it came out before the iPhone and social media became what it is today. I would love to revisit her research and pick up where she left off.”</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>And this summer, </span><span>Klassen took on yet another project: entrepreneurship.&nbsp;</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Commemorating both Juneteenth and her grandmother’s 71st birthday, she launched the <a href="https://www.techchaplain.com/" rel="nofollow">Tech Chaplaincy Institute</a> on June 19, 2020. </span>Currently a team of three, the institute provides one-on-one and group technology training sessions.&nbsp;</p><p dir="ltr"><span>“</span>We use the best practices of pastoral care and chaplaincy to usher people through technological crises with dignity and grace,” she says.</p><p dir="ltr"><span>Currently in the process of hiring two more tech chaplains, </span><span>Klassen aspires to one day train an entire network of them. She also hopes to reach more people by creating a series of online courses and webinars on frequently discussed topics.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>We caught up with </span><span>Klassen virtually to discuss her new business, her many passions, and how she’s blending them all together to create unique avenues for positive change.</span></p><hr><p dir="ltr"><i class="fa-regular fa-comments ucb-icon-color-gold fa-2x fa-pull-left">&nbsp;</i> &nbsp;<strong><span>What gave you the idea to create a Tech Chaplaincy Institute?</span></strong></p><p dir="ltr"><span>After my year of service with AmeriCorps, I knew I wanted to dedicate my life to serving other people. I just did not know who or exactly how. A pastor of mine at the time recommended seminary as a good place to discern answers to those questions.&nbsp;</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>In my first semester of seminary, I started helping people set up their email, new devices and answer general tech questions. After a while, so many people were coming to me that I went to the IT department to find out if they could do drop-in hours. They said the best thing they could have, which was, “No. But it looks like you are doing that well now. How about we support you to continue?”&nbsp;</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Later, I was having a conversation with a pastor and instructor who said that the work I was doing sounded like chaplaincy––I was helping people find dignity in their technological crisis. At that moment, tech chaplaincy was born. I eventually went from helping students to supporting staff, faculty and even faith communities outside of the seminary.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><i class="fa-regular fa-comments ucb-icon-color-gold fa-2x fa-pull-left">&nbsp;</i> &nbsp;<strong><span>A lot of people are relying on technology to practice their faith during this pandemic. Do you see this as an especially critical moment for the type of work that you’re doing?</span></strong></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Yes. While digital ministry has been a thing for a decade or more, it is now getting its time in the sun. Both the eFormation learning center at Virginia Theological Seminary and Rev. Jim Keats&nbsp; have advocated for the ability to incorporate technology theologically into a faith community.&nbsp; In fact, Rev. Keats has often––and famously––said that virtual is not the opposite of real, it is the opposite of physical.&nbsp;</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>The Tech Chaplaincy Institute helps people incorporate technology into what they are doing, or better utilize the technology they already have. With the global pandemic forcing the hand of some faith communities and mission-driven organizations to lean into technology, we offer a grounded and informed presence with which to navigate the shift.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><i class="fa-regular fa-comments ucb-icon-color-gold fa-2x fa-pull-left">&nbsp;</i> &nbsp;<strong><span>How can teaching technology skills be a form of social justice?</span></strong></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Social justice can be defined as justice in terms of the distribution of wealth, privilege and opportunities in society. Literacy of any kind is a skill that empowers people, organizations, communities and societies. By learning how to better use technology, organizations can better achieve the missions they have in place.&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></p><p dir="ltr"><i class="fa-regular fa-comments ucb-icon-color-gold fa-2x fa-pull-left">&nbsp;</i> &nbsp;<strong><span>What or who is usually missing, when it comes to a technology/STEM education?</span></strong></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Ethics is usually missing from technology/STEM education. When it is present, it is usually a stand-alone, one-time course as opposed to being woven throughout the degree or program.&nbsp;</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>The people often missing when it comes to a technology/STEM education are women and Black, Indigenous and people of color (BIPOC). The tech industry has well-documented missteps when it comes to diversity, and those numbers are indicative of a larger problem. There is not just a pipeline problem, because there are women and BIPOC identified people graduating from STEM programs all over the country each year, but there are deeper systemic issues preventing people from getting into the door––or staying once they do.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><i class="fa-regular fa-comments ucb-icon-color-gold fa-2x fa-pull-left">&nbsp;</i> &nbsp;<strong><span>I know you started the business on Juneteenth and your grandmother’s birthday. How do those landmarks play into your mission with this business?</span></strong></p><p dir="ltr"><span>This year’s Juneteenth was a year of jubilee since it marked the 155th year since slaves in Texas found out about their freedom two years after Abraham Lincoln’s </span>Emancipation Proclamation had gone into effect on January 1, 1863. My grandmother also ties me to this holiday because she was born as a triplet on Juneteenth (and Father’s Day) in 1949. So, for her 71st birthday, I dedicated the launch of my business to her.&nbsp;&nbsp;</p><p dir="ltr"><span>She is such a special person to me. When I was in the fifth grade, I discovered that she could not read very well and later on found out that, as one of nine children, she had to drop out of school in order to support her family. I want my life to honor the legacy of people who came before me and who surround me now, and to use my freedom to help lift up others. The confluence of Juneteenth, my grandmother and my business all point toward my desire to see a positive change in the world and to work hard and make sacrifices to get there.</span></p><div>&nbsp;</div></div> </div> <div class="ucb-article-content-media ucb-article-content-media-right col-lg"> <div> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--media paragraph--view-mode--default"> </div> </div> </div> </div> </div> </div> </div> <div>Renaissance woman, multipotentialite, polymath—however you prefer to say it, Shamika Klassen is the type of person you’ll never find doing just one thing. This summer, she took on yet another project: entrepreneurship. Commemorating both Juneteenth and her grandmother’s 71st birthday, she launched the Tech Chaplaincy Institute on June 19, 2020. <br> <br> </div> <h2> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--ucb-related-articles-block paragraph--view-mode--default"> <div>Off</div> </div> </h2> <div>Traditional</div> <div>0</div> <div> <div class="imageMediaStyle large_image_style"> <img loading="lazy" src="/cmcinow/sites/default/files/styles/large_image_style/public/feature-title-image/shamika16_0.jpg?itok=iTH2HkUI" width="1500" height="599" alt> </div> </div> <div>On</div> <div>White</div> Mon, 27 Jul 2020 23:10:39 +0000 Anonymous 685 at /cmcinow The sky is always climbing /cmcinow/fall2018/sky-always-climbing <span>The sky is always climbing</span> <span><span>Anonymous (not verified)</span></span> <span><time datetime="2018-11-01T16:44:39-06:00" title="Thursday, November 1, 2018 - 16:44">Thu, 11/01/2018 - 16:44</time> </span> <div> <div class="imageMediaStyle focal_image_wide"> <img loading="lazy" src="/cmcinow/sites/default/files/styles/focal_image_wide/public/article-thumbnail/copy_of_yourvoice_carl_cannon_pic_choice_2_web.jpg?h=33115048&amp;itok=ElgyUBvh" width="1200" height="800" alt="Carl Cannon"> </div> </div> <div role="contentinfo" class="container ucb-article-categories" itemprop="about"> <span class="visually-hidden">Categories:</span> <div class="ucb-article-category-icon" aria-hidden="true"> <i class="fa-solid fa-folder-open"></i> </div> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/12"> Your Voice </a> </div> <div role="contentinfo" class="container ucb-article-tags" itemprop="keywords"> <span class="visually-hidden">Tags:</span> <div class="ucb-article-tag-icon" aria-hidden="true"> <i class="fa-solid fa-tags"></i> </div> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/14" hreflang="en">Alumni</a> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/22" hreflang="en">Journalism</a> </div> <div class="ucb-article-content ucb-striped-content"> <div class="container"> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--article-content paragraph--view-mode--default 3"> <div class="ucb-article-row-subrow row"> <div class="ucb-article-text col-lg d-flex align-items-center" itemprop="articleBody"> </div> <div class="ucb-article-content-media ucb-article-content-media-right col-lg"> <div> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--media paragraph--view-mode--default"> </div> </div> </div> </div> </div> </div> </div> <div>Carl M. Cannon (Jour'75), now the Washington bureau chief of Real Clear Politics, recalls how he first landed on the steps of Macky as a student in the former J-school, and how he found his way back more than four decades later. </div> <h2> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--ucb-related-articles-block paragraph--view-mode--default"> <div>Off</div> </div> </h2> <div>Traditional</div> <div>0</div> <div>On</div> <div>White</div> Thu, 01 Nov 2018 22:44:39 +0000 Anonymous 473 at /cmcinow Kate Fagan's three pointers /cmcinow/2017/07/12/kate-fagans-three-pointers <span>Kate Fagan's three pointers</span> <span><span>Anonymous (not verified)</span></span> <span><time datetime="2017-07-12T13:31:12-06:00" title="Wednesday, July 12, 2017 - 13:31">Wed, 07/12/2017 - 13:31</time> </span> <div> <div class="imageMediaStyle focal_image_wide"> <img loading="lazy" src="/cmcinow/sites/default/files/styles/focal_image_wide/public/article-thumbnail/cu_kansas_2_3_2010_002882_2.jpg?h=377b551c&amp;itok=4emR8sMl" width="1200" height="800" alt="Basketball court"> </div> </div> <div role="contentinfo" class="container ucb-article-categories" itemprop="about"> <span class="visually-hidden">Categories:</span> <div class="ucb-article-category-icon" aria-hidden="true"> <i class="fa-solid fa-folder-open"></i> </div> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/24"> Features </a> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/12"> Your Voice </a> </div> <div role="contentinfo" class="container ucb-article-tags" itemprop="keywords"> <span class="visually-hidden">Tags:</span> <div class="ucb-article-tag-icon" aria-hidden="true"> <i class="fa-solid fa-tags"></i> </div> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/14" hreflang="en">Alumni</a> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/20" hreflang="en">Basketball</a> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/16" hreflang="en">Communication</a> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/68" hreflang="en">Cover Story</a> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/22" hreflang="en">Journalism</a> <a href="/cmcinow/taxonomy/term/18" hreflang="en">Sports</a> </div> <div class="ucb-article-content ucb-striped-content"> <div class="container"> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--article-content paragraph--view-mode--default 3"> <div class="ucb-article-text" itemprop="articleBody"> <div><p dir="ltr"> </p><div class="image-caption image-caption-right"><p dir="ltr"><a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/BUAN7pYjxqV/?taken-by=katefagan3" rel="nofollow"> </a></p><div class="imageMediaStyle medium_750px_50_display_size_"> <img loading="lazy" src="/cmcinow/sites/default/files/styles/medium_750px_50_display_size_/public/article-image/img_6903.jpg?itok=k4VPhzH2" width="750" height="822" alt="post post from instagram"> </div> <p class="lead"><strong>Fagan displaying school spirit with her signature Nikes while at CU șù«ÍȚÊÓƔ’s spring 2017 graduation ceremony. </strong></p><p dir="ltr"> </p></div><p dir="ltr"><i class="fa-solid fa-quote-left ucb-icon-color-gold fa-3x fa-pull-left">&nbsp;</i> &nbsp;<span>Thank you, graduating class of 2017, for inviting me here to speak today. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>And thank you to the University of Colorado, to Chancellor DiStefano&nbsp;and to the Board of Regents for supporting their decision. Congratulations distinguished faculty&nbsp;and friends and family, and, of course, especially, congratulations to the graduates.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>This is the scariest thing ever. &nbsp;&nbsp;</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>I am comforted by one thing: when I think back to my commencement speaker, it’s just a blank space – totally empty. Nothing. So, I’m telling myself this is all reward and no risk.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>I actually solicited opinions about this speech from many people, including my parents, who are here today. The advice was wide-ranging: Just be funny! Definitely be political! Definitely <strong>don't</strong> be political! (Can we agree on nothing these days!?)</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>A few folks even suggested I should note the current work of the different schools here at CU, showing I’m in touch with the university. That would have been impressive of me, I agree, but let me be transparent: I boarded the plane here, to Colorado, using my passport because my driver’s license is lost. I’m using one of my girlfriend’s extra credit cards because my wallet is in Ithaca, at a coffee shop, hopefully soon being mailed to me. The oil change on my car is 8,000 miles past due and I had to file an extension for my taxes.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>So&nbsp;yeah, the likelihood that I’m up to date on the university’s research papers and grants 
 I’m not.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>My parents are over there nodding. They’re probably still wondering when I’m going to follow through on what I promised them when I graduated college 13 years ago: that I’d take myself off the family cell phone plan. It’s just so convenient. &nbsp;&nbsp;</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>So I’m obviously also not here today to tell you how to be a competent, functioning adult. I am, however, going to be earnest with you about a few things that have been spinning around my mind lately.</span></p><p dir="ltr"> </p><div class="image-caption image-caption-left"><p><a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/BTXUq6ajgg4/?taken-by=katefagan3" rel="nofollow"> </a></p><div class="imageMediaStyle medium_750px_50_display_size_"> <img loading="lazy" src="/cmcinow/sites/default/files/styles/medium_750px_50_display_size_/public/article-image/katebasketball.jpg?itok=9cMAKhjb" width="750" height="1000" alt="fagan basketball with dad"> </div> <p class="lead"><i class="fa-solid fa-quote-left ucb-icon-color-gold fa-5x fa-pull-left">&nbsp;</i> ...<strong>I took 250 shots a day, which means that growing up I took approximately one million shots,” Fagan said of the years she spent preparing for her collegiate basketball career at the șù«ÍȚÊÓÆ”.</strong></p><p dir="ltr"> </p></div><span>I grew up playing basketball. Eventually, I played here, at the University of Colorado, but first I practiced, every day for almost a decade, spending afternoons and evenings working on my game in a gym empty of everything except my dad, a basketball&nbsp;and me. During those years&nbsp;I took 250 shots a day, which means that growing up I took approximately one million shots. One million shots that no one witnessed;&nbsp;no one applauded. And yet I remember, and feel, the undiluted sense of accomplishment and validation when I watched the ball arc toward the rim, when I watched it drop through the net. The gratification came from feeling the competence of my own body, which I had harnessed through repetition; hearing the snap of the net was the punctuation. The feedback loop ended by the time the ball hit the floor. </span><p dir="ltr"><span>Perhaps you’re worried this is a story meant to illustrate the value of working hard when no one is watching. It’s not. This is a story about validation, about satisfaction -- about where we find these things and what happens when we start looking in the wrong places. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Because a shift has occurred: we now seem addicted to the reaction, to the applause. And even more than that: it’s as if nothing is inherently beautiful, but only if enough people agree that it is -- if it is liked 500 times, retweeted 100, if it has its own Instagram page and LinkedIn account. I don’t really understand Snapchat, or I would have included that, too.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Writing this speech was revelatory. For three months, I floundered, writing speech after speech -- in fact, seven different versions. All are still on my Mac. Actually, a few were on my girlfriend’s Mac, which I left in the seat pocket of a plane, and which Delta assures me, through automated email, they are diligently looking for.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>But, buzzing in my subconscious was the hope that if I wrote the perfect speech, it would go viral on Twitter and Facebook, and maybe a publisher would even turn it into one of those little books, in which the very best commencement speeches are preserved.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>You see the problem immediately: I was writing to the response. In none of those earlier versions did I attempt to capture what might be most useful to you, but instead I focused on what might get the most clicks if put on the internet.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>So, after all my fits and starts on this speech, I asked myself: for whom am I writing this? Was it Option A: For me, so I can be called clever or insightful? Option B: For you guys, so maybe, you might remember something I say here today -- or even might forget it, until a later date, when you see and feel the thing for yourself. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Perhaps it’s Option C: For both of us. No new ideas exists, just new ways of presenting them, illuminating them, reminding ourselves what we know is real, but we often forget as we drown in a pool of superficial. &nbsp;&nbsp;</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>So screw perfection, that little table book&nbsp;and worrying about how people react after the ball hits the floor. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Fourteen years have passed since I sat where you’re now sitting. The truth is, there is very little I’ve learned that I feel comfortable standing here and telling you is unequivocally true. But there are a few things I feel confident enough to suggest you should consider. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Here’s one: Dust settles on people, too. We accumulate layers without even realizing it. These layers are the perceptions and beliefs of others – parents and professors, yes, but also people we don’t know, but see and hear -- and they weigh on us, and muddle our decisions in ways almost impossible to recognize. Right now, as you sit here, you might be coated in these layers. You might be headed toward a job, or a master’s degree, that was chosen using the rubric of someone else’s values. Even now, as I stand here, I know my recent decisions have been clouded by this accumulation of what I <strong>should</strong> do, not what I <strong>want</strong> to do. I should be on TV; I should want more money. But, underneath those layers, I know a different truth: I <strong>want</strong> to write more, even if it means I’ll <strong>make</strong> less money. Try replacing ‘should’ with ‘want’ and, as frequently as you are able, make decisions with that rubric.&nbsp;</span><span>Life is best when your ‘should’ and your ‘want’ are aligned. And when they’re divergent, ask yourself why -- and for whom, and what purpose, you’re doing this thing you believe you should.</span></p><p dir="ltr"> </p><div class="ucb-box ucb-box-title-hidden ucb-box-alignment-right ucb-box-style-fill ucb-box-theme-lightgray"> <div class="ucb-box-inner"> <div class="ucb-box-title"></div> <div class="ucb-box-content"><i class="fa-solid fa-quote-left ucb-icon-color-gold fa-5x fa-pull-left">&nbsp;</i> <strong><span>Life is best when your ‘should’ and your ‘want’ are aligned. And when they’re divergent, ask yourself why -- and for whom, and what purpose, you’re doing this thing you believe you should.</span></strong></div> </div> </div><p dir="ltr"><span>But, like, don’t misinterpret this point. We often must do things we don’t want to: Go to a funeral, pay our dues at our first few jobs, take added sugar out of our diet cause apparently it's the worst, change the oil on our car, file our taxes -- or at least an extension. &nbsp;</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>But seriously: check in with yourself, frequently, to make sure you're waking up for your actual life, and not just because you're addicted to the side effects -- the money, or prestige, or social status -- that it provides. This is not easy. Nor am I particularly good at it. I’m just suggesting you should be aware.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>This is a conversation I often have with myself about working at ESPN, while others usually have a much simpler question:</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>They want to know how I got to ESPN. I tell them I got to ESPN by not trying to get to ESPN. The year after I graduated from CU, I started freelancing for the <em>șù«ÍȚÊÓÆ” Daily Camera</em>. I desperately wanted a job writing for the <em>Camera.</em> One afternoon, I asked one of their sports columnists, Neil Woelk, for advice. “How long should I wait for a job with you guys?” I asked. He said: “Not a minute longer.” At first, this advice disappointed me, because I liked having such a specific goal -- it comforted me. That’s how the world works as we’re growing up; it’s like we’re climbing a ladder. And while climbing the ladder can be challenging and tiring, we’re never worried we’re expending energy in the wrong direction: study, practice, take the SATs, apply to schools. So much of growing up is paint-by-numbers. And now, before most of you, the world is like a tree, with branches in all directions, and branches off the branches. And how do you know which direction will take you where you want to go, which might be a dead end? </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>That day inside the <em>Daily Camera</em>, Neil Woelk asked me what my goal was&nbsp;and I told him I wanted to write for their paper. And he asked what I wanted more: to write, or to write for their paper. Without hesitation, I said, “to write.” </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Two weeks later I started a job at the <em>Daily Record</em>, in eastern Washington State, in a small rodeo town called Ellensburg. Here’s the point: the dead ends I’ve hit are when I’m more worried about the headline than the content. I mean that literally and figuratively: the stories I’ve struggled the most with are the ones I tried to tailor to a clever headline; similarly, the times I’ve boxed in ‘success’, defined it as something specific, I’ve always felt a sense of disappointment when it doesn’t look exactly like I’d planned. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>In journalism, one thing you quickly learn is to never ask yes-or-no questions; always ask open-ended questions. Present them with a wide swath of space in which to roam, so that they can carve their own path within it. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Consider making your goals the equivalent of open-ended questions, so that dozens of paths are success. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>All this might sound like a fancy way of employing the clichĂ©, ‘focus on the journey, not the destination,’ and in some ways it is, because cliches are true, and because there are no new ideas. But in one specific way, it’s different, because our technology is quickly shifting how we view things, including success. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>At first, as I mentioned, I wrote a speech tailored to be shareable. This thinking did not materialize by chance, in a vacuum: I thought this way because this is how we now think. We have hacked the human mind, discovered what types of headlines we’ll be unable to resist. Our online world is like Las Vegas, designed for addiction. And more and more, we are creating stories to elicit reactions instead of mining ideas to reflect our world. </span></p><p dir="ltr"> </p><div class="image-caption image-caption-left"><p><a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/BQyzT14DXnG/?taken-by=katefagan3" rel="nofollow"> </a></p><div class="imageMediaStyle medium_750px_50_display_size_"> <img loading="lazy" src="/cmcinow/sites/default/files/styles/medium_750px_50_display_size_/public/article-image/kateshoes.jpg?itok=M8ahnwJL" width="750" height="1164" alt="Kate shoes photo"> </div> <p class="lead"><i class="fa-solid fa-quote-left ucb-icon-color-gold fa-5x fa-pull-left">&nbsp;</i> <strong>I even know exactly which Instagram photos will get the most likes -- the ones when I include a pair of Nike kicks,” Fagan said, describing the way people shape their lives on social media.</strong></p><p dir="ltr"> </p></div><p dir="ltr"><span>It is for this reason that I started with the story of taking jump shots in an empty gym. The paradigm of value and success has shifted; we are being taught to focus on what happens after the ball hits the floor, and tailor our shot to maximize the response. When I first started at ESPN, my editor refused to share page view numbers with me, no matter how repeatedly I requested the info, telling me, "I don't want you choosing stories based on page views." </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Now, I’m not just worried about stories, I even know exactly which Instagram photos will get the most likes -- the ones when I include a pair of Nike kicks -- and routinely construct situations to get my sneakers in pictures. I have created a crude algorithm in my head and I'm now altering <strong>the story of my life</strong>&nbsp;to chase page views.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>This is the buzzing superficiality that is hijacking our minds, steadily distracting us from sitting still and thinking, letting our mind connect ideas, seeing what meaningful thoughts come up in the silence. This is not a trivial matter; this is actually the fundamental process of making art: sitting in silence and seeing what bubbles to the surface.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Working to notice the world is being replaced by trying to <strong>be</strong> noticed by the world.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Please, Class of 2017, don’t let this keep happening.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Noticing the world helps us make sense of it. What each of you notice about the world will be different than what I notice, then what your best friend will notice, then what anyone else will notice. And some of us communicate these observations through words, some through numbers, others through design&nbsp;or engineering – but it all starts with a vibration of insight that we allow ourselves to recognize. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Noticing and naming – that’s your voice.</span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Keep using it and keep exercising it -- regardless of how many people cheer after the shot hits the court. </span></p><p dir="ltr"><span>Good luck to you, Class of 2017. Shoot your shot.”</span></p><div>&nbsp;</div></div> </div> </div> </div> </div> <div>The communication alumna on life, writing and social media.</div> <h2> <div class="paragraph paragraph--type--ucb-related-articles-block paragraph--view-mode--default"> <div>Off</div> </div> </h2> <div>Traditional</div> <div>0</div> <div>On</div> <div>White</div> Wed, 12 Jul 2017 19:31:12 +0000 Anonymous 18 at /cmcinow